my blog's title doesnt really tell much, but i'm a 23 years old, girl. who’s struggling with few or many things – like everyone- haha still not sure bout it or maybe with everythin ?
i've created this blog hopefully to cure or help as a therapeutic way for myself. I'm not a good talker in real, but i find it easier to write my thoughts even tho sometimes my thought would just go out of track. i guess thats why im doin this, to keep track of myself.
On the surface, I have it all together. I’m studyin abroad in law college with my sis and bro, my third year and doin so well – kinda – I have great friends all over the wolrd. i have a loving family, I traveled to many many countries and still planning to do so. Ye can say my life is almost perfect since nothing’s perfect in life. So why did I become like this ? who knows, I can remember when, but I just don’t know why.
i'm an optimistic person maybe cuz im a Sagittarius ? but cant really say the same bout the inner me.
I admit Im in between few and many issues. Starting from having my eating disorder to wanting everything’s perfect. Not to mention my need of acceptance by others, my confusions.
Thought of today : if there was a key to happiness, and we had it. Were we gonna use it ? or just hide it cuz we’re used to life as it is. in fear of the change ?
